Its Dark

-Hi honey, I was waiting your call.
-Sorry babe, can't do this anymore
-But, Jerry, why?
-I can't darling, we could die
-I don't care, Jerry, I love you
-I know babe, I know, don't do this harder for us, is the best, we could die.
-I don't mind being killed at your side honey.
-I don't want to be killed just now

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Shadows fall in Newport Stain, everyone is silent, the town is lonely, I hear my heart beating slowly, quietly falling, I might be dead as well right now: nobody could notice that I'm not here anymore. Love will kill my guts. I.have so much unpoured love, I might explode.

That's it. Love can't be poured out over a random person, each love must be poured on the person that that love was determined to be. You're bothered.by my love. So I might as well drop dead, unloved and unattended.

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Friendship slowly kills me from the.inside. it's too much dark in there for me, I need love, friends, real friends. I can't have those. Nobody cares if I live or I die. I might as well drop dead.

I might as.well drop dead.

Fond but not in love
Fond but not in love
Fond but not in love.